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| Saturday, January 8th, 2005 | | 10:36 am |
Well, thanks to all you people who have been reading this Journal. I've decided to switch journals and start anew. To all you people that would like to be a friend on this new Journal, leave one and maybe I'll get back to you. Peace out | | Friday, December 3rd, 2004 | | 3:05 pm |
I'll update soon, I promise. | | Monday, October 11th, 2004 | | 1:32 pm |
Yeah that's right guess who's back
Wow, it has been a long time since I have updated. So let me get to it. Let me start out with college. College is going well. I’m having a really fun time. Although I’m not really motivated by school anymore, it’s more like I look forward to the weekend where I can just party. I guess that’s pretty funny, because cause partying is not the point of going to college. I’m kinda sorta hesitant on my major now too. Like I want to do a biological science cause it will prepare me for the future. But currently I’m doing better in chem. I mean it’s still a science, but I really don’t know anymore. I still want to have another major in finance or econ, then another major or minor in philosophy. Classes here move so fast too, in comparison with high school classes. I have already had midterms in some of my classes. What would take a year of high school is compacted into a semester here. But it’s all good. I guess that is how school is for me. Okay, lets see next topic, me. Well things are going pretty well for me, I guess it could be better, but everything could always be better. I really love the way my life is going right now. I’ve met a lot of people here at the college. It is fun chilling with them and partying with them. On my hall at college, we have a total of 11 people, 9 freshmen, a RA, and a Freshman Fellow. All of them are cool in there own way. Overall it’s a pretty nice floor. All my peeps at other colleges, it’s been great keeping in touch with all of you, although I probably should try harder to keep in touch with some of you. This is because I definitely have not made the effort. People back in Pittsford, it’s been really cool keeping in touch with you too. Thanks for still talking to me. Lol. I’ve come to a decent amount of realizations too. Which I guess is good for me. I’ll write about those next. For those people who I’ve talked too, seriously if you ever need to talk or anything like that u can talk to me online or call me anytime. Honestly, I don’t care if it is like 3 or 4 in the morning, I will always be willing to listen. Well my realizations, for a while now I always was like what the fuck, why am I such a nice guy. It obviously wasn’t benefiting me or anything like that. I wasn't the ladies man or that smooth with the ladies, so what was this nice guy thing doing for me. Man, did I have all my priorities all wrong. Now, I realized I’m a nice guy, I care about people and all that, and I like being a nice guy. If I tell you I will always be there for you. Well no doubt about it I will be there. Of course there is a limit to the amount of niceness I can show. If you wrong me lots of times, I mean duh, I won’t really give a shit about you. There are exceptions to that though. With some people, even though they wrong me at times, sticking with it and showing I care is totally worth it in the end. I’m happy with who I am and if you can't handle that well that’s too bad. There is that saying nice guys finish last. Well the wait is definitely worth it, even if you have to go through hell, it’s worth it. “The juice is worth the squeeze.” So for all you nice guys that are complaining that you are finishing last I think you all totally missed the point. Aite that’s it for now, peace out, love to all. Current Mood: Great, I feel great | | Tuesday, September 7th, 2004 | | 3:52 pm |
I feel like shit, the past couple days have not be the best. I tried being honest and that basically cost me a great friendship with someone. I hate that, why can't things just stay the fucking same? Why do they have to change at all? Some very hurtful things were said too, idk if they were meant to be hurtful though. I have never disrespected her and everything that I answered and told her were real. I meant all of it. A bunch of you have told me to just get over it. That I don't deserve to be treated that way, especially if we were friends. Cause most friends would try to work through it instead of not talking or nething like that. I'm trying, but I can't see, to get over it. If I got lucky enough, I would get a chance to talk to her, and for me that was great. She was the person I felt I could tell anything to. It definitely cheered me up a lot just to be able to talk to someone like that. Now I just feel like sitting here and crying my life away. I know it sounds stupid, but that's how I really feel. I keep telling myself I'll go back to my old self and be emotionless and not care, but I can't. That's not who I am, actually having emotions and caring has made me a better and stronger person. Although at times, they can really hurt me. I just wish she could understand me, I definitely took the time to understand her better then the general public. All this wishing, ha, that's funny considering wishing never works. I guess I hope for too much. Hope, why is it when everything else, like your pride, dignity, and all that, is gone you still somehow manage to have hope. | | Thursday, September 2nd, 2004 | | 9:19 pm |
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! DAMN, What the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | | Wednesday, September 1st, 2004 | | 5:30 pm |
The past two days
Wow, the past two days have been amazing. Let's start with yesterday. I woke up at 7:30, then I took a shower. At around 8:00ish my dad came and picked me up. I got back to P-town at about 8:15, then around 9:00 I took the car over to Rochester Textbooks and bought my school books for like $20 cheaper then the school store. Then I went shopping around the plaza next to Marketplace Mall, the one with the Bestbuy and Target. That was fun, I was just cruising around. I got back home at like 11:00 and made myself a tasty lunch. At around 12:30 I went to see Jess, it was great, we exchanged cds and chatted for alittle bit. It was great to just get together and see her again. This spanish music she gave me is the bomb too. After that I went back home and just got some stuff together that I was gonna take back to campus. At around 2:00ish Clay came and picked me up from P-town. We stopped at Pontillos and grabbed some lunch, then came back to the University. Then about an hour after we got back, I went with some of my floormates to Greece Ridge Mall. We bought a 5 year old slam dunk bball hoop. We basically set it up on our floor and made it into a hall sport. Then I pretty much just chilled the rest of the night, and got ready for classes. Today I woke up at 7:00, then I went to take a shower, it was quite refreshing. At around 8:00 I got my stuff ready and got some breakfast. After breakfast, I went to my Bio class. It was pretty cool, the teacher seems like a pretty fair guy. After that I went to my Calc class, that was pretty fun too. They actually turned out to be very interesting classes. After calc, I bumped into a chick I met at one of the frat parties. We chatted on the way back to the Susan B. Dorms. It turns out she was in my calc class. What a coincidence. Back at my dorm, I played counterstrike with some of my floormates. My amazing azn first person shooter skills are starting to kick in. hahaha. Then we went to the gym and played some badminton and worked out in the fitness center. Now I'm in my room updating this journal. Let's see I'll prolly just hang out and chill with my dormmates tonight and get some sleep. But that's about it. Current Mood:  cheerful | | Monday, August 30th, 2004 | | 3:29 am |
Well, it has been awhile since I updated. Things have been going great. The last weeks of my summer were a blast. I just chilled with my boys, played frisbee, just a fun time overall. I moved into college on the 22nd of August. It's cool, we have a small floor, so everyone here is pretty tight. We chill together, eat together, party together. So we pretty much got each others backs. I've been going to a bunch of frat parties, they have been a blast. I have met so many people, it's just so fun. I'm keeping in touch with a bunch of people too. That's cool. Oh and I got my cell, so if I give it to you then that's cool, if not then too bad sucka. Classes start for me Sept. 1, that will be straight. I got my first pick in all my classes. That's really about it, to all my peeps that have been there for me, thanks. To those people I consider special to me, you are all the best , don't let anyone every tell you differently. To those people, I told this too, if you ever need to talk, hit me up, I'll be glad to listen. Peace out for now. | | Monday, July 26th, 2004 | | 8:01 pm |
Well this summer has been a mix of different things. It’s been really fun. I’ve been chilling with my boys. We’ve seen lots of movies, like Spiderman 2, I,Robot, Dodgeball, and a bunch of others. So that has been great. Frisbee is going pretty well, minus what happened last Tuesday. That Tuesday was crazy, it was so wet out and I didn’t have any cleats. So I was slipping all around and missed so many passes and blocks. Then to top it off I burst a huge ass blister I had from running that bled all over my sock and shoe. Yes, I know it’s disgusting, and don’t worry I washed both my socks and shoe after I got home. After Frisbee a bunch of us sometimes go to Friendly’s and that has been a blast. I guess it’s because something happens every time. Let’s see I’ve been working out too. That has been going pretty well, the only thing is for the past week I haven’t been able run because of my healing blister. That really sucks. But I have been doing lots of abdominal workouts, like sit-ups, crunches, chinnies (idk how to spell it), flutter kicks, etc..., and different types of pushups, like pyramids, regular pushups, negatives, etc…. I found one weight at my house and I’ve been using that to work out. Once I get to college I’ll being to actually lift in the gym and all that. So it’s all good. Let’s see my personal life, things are going pretty well. I think I’m in love again, I guess it’s because she is so easy to talk to. I can always talk to her, joke around with her, and all that stuff. She's such a great person just to be around. I am truly happy when I am around her. I would love to be there for her when she's down or just whenever she needs someone. I don't know how to go about it and tell her, because she has been through a lot. I guess it's because I'm afraid that I'll jeopordize or maybe even ruin our friendship and that would really hurt a lot. So I guess we’ll see how that goes. Current Mood: satisfied | | Wednesday, July 14th, 2004 | | 11:16 am |
I'll update again soon, I know you all have been waiting for it, lol. Yeah it's just been really busy lately, but oh well. | | Tuesday, June 1st, 2004 | | 7:40 pm |
Good Times!!!
Well this week and the past weekend have been going very well. I don't really know why though, everything has just been really fun. Maybe it has to do with school ending for me in 2 weeks. I can't wait for it to be over, but then on the other hand I don't want it to be over. I guess that's kinda weird. But yeah, next year new beginnings and everything, I'm gonna love it. Don't worry all my peeps, we'll keep in touch. I'm going to U of R anyway, so I'll still be in the vicinity. To those of you going elsewhere we got the cell, or e-mail, or aim. The weather has been really good too. I actually don't get the weather, either it's just really sunny all day, or it looks really shitty until like 2-3ish then it clears up. Its weird. It's perfect frisbee weather and tennis weather too i guess. We're in sectionals right now for tennis and guess who is the star bench warmer. Yeah, you guessed right it's me. Let's see the frisbee tournament is on saturduy, it is going to be amazing. We're gonna kick some ass. That brings me to another thing. Has anyone out there ever pulled anything before. Cause boy it sure hurts like hell. Like on the weekend I pulled my groin playing frisbee. It hurted (is that a word) so much to walk, now it hurts after awhile, but is always really sore. Then today, silly me, in tennis practice, I guess I either pulled or strained my calve. It is hurting like a bitch right now. I mean wow, what more could I do to my leg in 4 days. It's gonna limit my ability to play frisbee. But that's okay, I'm still gonna go all out. Then after the tournament I'm gonna go get a physical exam. Does anyone know anything that will help a pulled or strained muscle. Oh if your advice is to ice, please don't bother to tell me that, cause I already know. Thanks. To all you people who happen to glance or read my journal, please comment or just say something. Current Mood: jubilant | | Thursday, May 20th, 2004 | | 9:50 pm |
Friends. A simple word isn't it? Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends arent just that, they're the people that touch your heart. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person. One they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs, smiles, and love. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love, and my life. I took this from someone else cause is mean so much. To all you ppl out there that I can trust and everything, thank you so much. | | Tuesday, May 18th, 2004 | | 4:49 pm |
You are totally in love.You try to hide it but you cant.You are nice and pritty in your own way and you are a bit of a daydreamer.Have fun and please rate my quiz. Are you in love? brought to you by Quizilla | | Tuesday, April 13th, 2004 | | 9:08 pm |
Well the first part of Spring Break has been really fun so far. Let’s see I went to Madison, Wisconsin to tour the campus. It was really nice there was a part of it that was really busy and loud toward the center of campus. But then as we got further away from there it gradually got quiet and serene. The temperature was a bit chilly, but other then that it was pretty much the same as it is here, except for the rain. The campus is right next to the lake, which just added to its beauty. I can just imagine how that will look in the spring/summer with the plants in full foliage (Does that even make sense, full foliage, I wonder). We met my parents friends daughter there too (Where do I put the apostrophes). She gave us a tour of the campus, which was very nice. Speaking of cars she also mention that driving wasn’t necessary. Boy, was she so right, it was so hectic driving in there. I would definitely rather walk from place to place or catch the bus. For dinner she took us to this I think a Vietnamese restaurant. I think I have developed a taste for Vietnamese food, because it was, mighty tasty. Yeah it was definitely really fun, I think I might go there. But only time will tell so we’ll see. Oh on the way back home we stopped at this diner, it was called Steak n Shake. That was such a weird place. The majority of people in there were smoking and there was no ventilation. The people kept staring at like they had never seen an azn before, it was odd. The food, wow, that was terrible, the burgers were so small and eating the fries was like drinking a plate of grease. The soup, that was not a bowl of soup, there is no possible way that could be a bowl of soup. It was definitely more like a taste of soup. Yeah, moral of that was not to go to the Steak n Shake. So other then those events nothing new has happened, but I definitely had a good time at UW-Madison. Well, I guess I’ll write more later, when something new has happened. | | Sunday, April 4th, 2004 | | 4:05 pm |
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Well, I guess it's about time I wrote something again. Well I have definitely had a lot of time to ponder some thoughts. There are so many things that I have thought about, some from my personal life, others from outside events. A lot of things have been happening lately, prom is getting closer, college stuff, school events, there was a musical(IT WAS SO AMAZING!!!!), and there was plenty of other stuff. There was this part in the play where one of the characters was like, you don't know what you have until it's gone. That is so true, there are so many things that I have done and not realized what I lost till it was too late. So many friendships, emotions, plus lots of other things. Now that I look at it all, I probably could have avoided the majority of it. But I didn't, because I was to stubborn and self-indulgent. I only looked out for my short-term benefits rather then my long-term ones. Now, that my time here has come and I'm going off to college, I realize all that. I setup not only myself, but others up for hurt each time, I tried to achieve something. I thank all of you people out there who have stuck with me through the times. It really means a lot that you guys were there for me after all the times I was so fake. To all you other people out there, be real, don't try to be something your not. You won't know what you've done to yourself and others until its too late. | | Friday, March 26th, 2004 | | 6:25 pm |
Took it from kim, but as u can see i copied it wrong. Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer Your first full name Your personality rates a ten your best quality is youre responsible your worst quality is you feel lonely sometimes this is because other people influenced you Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0! | | Wednesday, March 10th, 2004 | | 8:26 pm |
this has not been that stellar of a week for me. First, I cut myself shaving. Man I thought I was gonna die from blood loss. Then I hurt my knee again. Yes, I was being an idiot and trying to jump down a staircase. Finally, I just burned my left index finger, tonight. I was trying to fill my soup bowl to the brim. I guess that's were greed gets you. So excuse me while I go loathe in pain. | | Tuesday, March 9th, 2004 | | 7:55 pm |
Well I made this bet with some of my boys about how by the end of this year I would be stronger then them. So we're gonna have this competition at the end of the year. We're gonna do squats, benching, adn crunches. I have to hit over 200 lbs. on the benching, over 300 lbs. on the squats, and at least 100 crunches. I'm not too far from hitting any of those. If anyone has anyway or exercise that will help me to attain these weights, I would be much obliged to know. (Of course they have to be legal, no steriods or shit like that.) | | Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004 | | 7:01 pm |
We all have a natural need for balance in our lives. Consequently, we spend a great deal of our time searching for it along various paths: religion or philosophy, the arts, our work, recreation, or family and friendships. Though they may seem diverse, these paths all share a common ground: they add value and purpose to our lives and provide us with love, security, hope, and a sense of self-worth. In short, they help us deal with the challenges of live. ~Kyudo To all those ppl out there that I have disrespected I would like to say that I am sorry. I mean no disrespect to any of you, it was shameful for me to have performed such an act. This is an note to Wen-fai. I know it seems awkward when I talk to you, but I would like to make that effort. If you think it is not necessary and you would prefer me not to make the effort, then please inform me. I do not mean or want to show any disrespect towards you. Current Mood: Philosophical | | Tuesday, February 10th, 2004 | | 11:45 pm |
| | Monday, January 12th, 2004 | | 10:49 pm |
quick note
I'll post my continuations of the piece periodically, then i'll post the final one at the end when i'm done. |
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